searching for meaning and joy we find frustration and disappointment. so, at least from friday to monday we can say : fuck off. I admit, having a job is gradual better than being jobless for five years. I’ m taking the fucking pills like a clockwatch. even vitamins. the money seems to be enough and its okay for me to live from concert to concert. lets make a plan:
– first cigarette at 8:30
– no jokes on the direkt back of others
– one meal the day in the work kitchen
– if possible, bicycle
– trying to wake up with the help of two alarms
– the very first thing is a cigarette, then a coffee and another one
– ns in background, ms on wednesday
– breakfast at saturday and diner at sunday is quite okay
so I’ m working at further independence from the system



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